Hello, i'm 28 and i have anxiety and panic attack. this is my story. its rare to have this but my anxiety and panic attack only happen during summer times from May till August i have to take lorazepam 0.5 mg twice daily and citalopram hbr 40 mg once daily from September to April i do not take them and i feel great. i have an really hard time going outside in the summer times. i will lock myself in the house while my husband and my kids go play at parks and so on... i have 5 kids and i would really like to spend summer times with them but i know when i try going outside i pass out often and i have brought to er so many times that all they ever do is give me iv and send me back home. every time i have it my family doesn't want to do anything with me and i feel so lonely. any helpful answer will be nice.