... enjoy
anything. I have noticed I get a lot more anxious around any kind of holiday.I feel like no matter what I plan, its just not going to be good enough, so I isolate. Know that is not good, nor the answer to my problem, but have been sick with Crohns, etc for so long I just feel like I am letting everyone down. If, when I isolate, at least the only one I am letting down is myself, as the festivities will go on, with or without me. Does any one understand this??