... with it on Tuesday. He had gone for hydration therapy on Wed and Thursday. His twin brother took laundry back Friday and found his twin dead in bed. It appears to me that he vomited and may have choked. I guess I ache about this happening when we all thought he was going to make it. I do think he is ok now. I had a clear feeling all is ok for him, that he is on his new journey in life, I have trouble letting it go. I know he is out of here and I am certain he still exists, but I have trouble with this. I maybe should not share this as it seems worse to reach out. I feel very weak talking to you all about it. I know we all go through loss of people but I have trouble with it . I have a great wife, and kids, but I am somehow actually lost in this world.