I have never done illegal drugs, dont drink, have a bottle of percocet that is 3 yrs old. I never take whole pills, and only take these... I have xanax,librium,celexa,wellbutrin,zoloft, none of these work for me, and benzo's make me feel more depressed and cry alot. with the narco I live my life, go places , parties, shopping , smile , talk to strangers ect, without them... I am a hermit , barely talk to my husband , stay depressed, extreme panic and anxiety, are there meds that actually help this? I didnt even want to ask this question because I know pain killers are a major problem now and I dont want ppl to think I am an addict...