I ask b/c I have high anxiety issues almost agoraphobic at times. Xanax is the only drug I have found to help, Buspar made me suicidal, and I can go on about others. I am 27 and my Dr. will not prescribe what I ask for which is Xanax 1mg 3X a day. I have to get them on the black market to function in society. I know that they are addictive, but I also have a family to provide for. Should your Dr. give you what you ask for even when she has exhausted all others anti-anxiety meds? I mean Is the Customer always right especially when it is your body?