... trying to be normal and except your life for what it is?
With Meds life is a challenge.
Without Meds life is staring at the ceiling wishing things were different. It's been so long, maybe to long to remember how it felt to live life without pain.
The burden it's put on my wife, hurts me the most. She deserves so much more than I could ever offer her and this makes me sad. However it's the only thing that keeps me going. I want better for her and our family.
I'm amazed we as humans can put a camera on a moving rock floating through space but can't cure my back problems. Well maybe the answers up there in space and I just don't realize it.
Any encouraging answers would be helpful. Especially from people who have figured out a way to deal with the burden us pain patience cause family members along with the huge expenses we acquire over the countless years of treatment
Thanks in advance for you time and advise.
God Bless