Im at 100mg and have been for a month or so. I still feel like I just can't enjoy life. I still feel anxious, tight chested and often depressed because of all this. Also quite aggravated with my 3 year old son. Can't be the husband and dad I so badly wish I could be.
My Dr says I should increase to 150. Im terrified of what it may do to me. Ive heard horror stories of it making people worse, more anxious and such... Also in past increases I have become more tight chested and jittery which makes me feel I may panic. However I can't take benzos for help they make me very depressed.
Should I be afraid to increase? Is there much chance of me ever enjoying life again? Im only 30 it seems like SUCH a long road ahead if I have to remain like this...