I have recently started fertility testing. My husband and I have been trying for our second child for two years. At first I thought we were together on this. But we just had our second Big fight.
He said he is concerned about my back problems, that I can't handle another pregnancy now. He is happy with just one kid. I so badly want another and know I can do it.
Basically we fight to the point of wanting to end the marriage, then we make up and keep trying. I don't want to do this if it is really not what he wants. But I can't bring myself to give up trying and accept that this is it. I am sick over it now and don't know what to do anymore.