... marreid for over 20 years and have 3 children..my husband got clean over 10 years ago..I barely made it through that..and now after doing good for a while he has started using..and mostly lying..it is not as bad as before..and he has been off and on for the past 3 years now... He is very good to me in every other way and I love him..It is just that I am now having major panic attacks and anxiety due to the fear of what might be ahead..I do not know what to do