I have been on 60-120mg of oxycontin for about nine months, and the habbit is just crazy expensive as you may know. So my honey and I are quitting cold turkey. Today is day two without any outside influences in my system, and I am okay as long as I don't move or try to sleep. I am feeling so sad and hopeless about my future! It is mentally exhausting! My fiancee seems fine. Am I crazy???