my name is brett im 41 and live a very lonely life,sounds bad but ive never liked people or the world just feel very uncomfortable in it,i needed an eri and had a panic attack witch is a first for me so the doc gave mealprazolam 1mg,,, all good next day my whole attitude was different,i liked people so I kept taking them for 8 days and like I said I enjoyed life ,now my doc say sorry carnt give you any more,,sux,,, first time in 41 years I felt alive truly alive ,after trying for years with different doc I found it,,but now its been taken away and my doc doesn't care,,, what can I do,,, please give me some advice...