I spend most of my time in bed scared that I'll have more anxiety attacks. Tomorrow I go see a counselor for the first time. I spend alot of time crying cause I feel like I'm never gonna be the same person I was. I've been on the paxil for 8 days. I wake up every morning feeling anxious and I don't know what to do except to take a lorazepam. I've never been this bad with my anxiety I'm scared and don't know what to do any more. Has anyone else been were I'm at and was able to get back to being the same person u use to be?