Ok...I have officially hit rock bottom and I am in jeopardy of losing everything. I have been on over 300mg oxy almost daily for past 3 years. I've spent tons of money and now I don't have those means. Not only that my business and family ate suffering horribly. My wife knows something is wrong shes just not sure what. I tried subs last week by doing a 2mg intro waiting then taking another 2 etc. I ended up taking 4 mg day 1. Day two did the same and took 8mg. Also had bad diarrheal and nausea. Day three I took 4mg morning and 4mg in afternoon and it worked much better. But I had zero energy. That's the hardest part is the lack of motivation/energy. So I couldn't perform at work and went back so I could be "productive". I'm at the end of my rope I can't live like this anymore. I want my life back. I don't want this to control me anymore. Anyone who as successfully quit and tapered subs please share your experience . I am looking for a sponsor and promise to listen and pass it on once I'm through the other side. Much love and respect to all. God bless