Hi I'm new here, I am two weeks cleam from pain pills.. (any kind of pain meds it really didn't matter) At first I was taking the meds for back pain which I still have and I'm sure I always will. Then after a few months I really liked the way it made me feel and I loved that I didn't have to deal with anything I didn't want to deal with. These last two weeks have sent me looking for the reason I started and to tell you the truth I'm just not sure other than liking the way it may me feel. But hay I'm here and I'm two weeks clean well I shpuld say two weeks and four hours clean!!!!! I still get this strange feeling deep down inside like something bad is about to happen and I have to say it's pretty scary! I have been doing this for the last two weeks by myself . My family doesn't know nor do I want them to know.I guess I'm on here to have someone to talk to! Any help I can get would be GREAT!