Hey, i'm new here, my name is Victoria and im 6 months clean off of oxy after a 7 year addiction, but with my anxiety disorders as well as the depleted endorphins after such long use, ive lost hope. I need to take the benzos but im on 8mg xanax a day and i think its just too high but without them im crazy. My boyfriend is trying to make me quit cold turkey and CLEARLY he doesnt know the risks. I don't know what to do cuz i dont even have a psych, my pcp has been writing out my meds and now he told me he cant do it anymore. I'm screwed.