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Need help. anyone? Pls... My last dose of Opana, was February 5th. In between I was also taking Vicodin and Perc. For 8 months. Cleaned myself off them with the help of the good people on this board.
I am still having knee pain from an injury, and back pain now from my uneven gait. But I have been getting by with just OTC stuff.
I just now found 3 Vics I forgot I had hid away.
Please help me. My back hurts me so much but I dont ever want to go back to that w/d again. My w/d took for than 5 days, and I had some symptoms of w/d for 3 weeks.
I know if I take even ONE of these Vics I will be in w/d before morning. But my back hurts me so much right now.
They are just sitting over there staring at me and I am so scared. I tried to call my sponsor, my husband, and my son and got nothing but voice mails. So I came on here. Please help me. -
Go. Throw them away right now. If you can't touch them, Get out of the house. If you need someone to talk to you, go to facebook and look up ILOEROSE and I will contact you through there or my e-mail a iloerose@gmail.com
Do not take them. It only takes one and one is too many and 1000 is not enough.
Peace
Iloerose -
God bless you. If you want to delete your personal info up there, go ahead, I have it now. -
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 Originally Posted by iloerose it's o.k. Are you o.k.?
You are awesome, my friend! God bless. I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. -
Whatever you need, friend , agreed , flush them or walk away....if you need to talk im here as well juliaelyse0826@gmail.com , so glad you reached out , that took strength , good for you ....
with love,
Elyse -
Thank you to iloerose. I opened the bottle and soaked those little wicked things in dish soap. One big gooey mess now that I am not disgusting enough to bother with. HA! Take THAT you little pills!
I am sorry I freaked out on you guys. I was looking for a stupid bottle of nail polish and that bottle of pills rolls out and I just wasnt ready for it. I really panicked. How strange that my back started hurting SO MUCH the minute those pills were in my hand. But as soon I destroyed them, my back felt so much better.
I am glad I could come here and freak out and panic and vent, and know that someone was here for me.
Thank you and God bless us all in our journeys. -
 Originally Posted by Elyse123 Whatever you need, friend , agreed , flush them or walk away....if you need to talk im here as well juliaelyse0826@gmail.com , so glad you reached out , that took strength , good for you ....
with love,
Elyse Thank you Elyse. OMG, thank you so much! -
Your alot stronger than most if you havnt taken them already. I was 20 days clean before i slipped for one day. I did experience withdrawl, right when it seems i was starting to feel better. The mental was way worse than the physical: depression and anxiety.
Dont take them. those 3 will only take your pain away for like one hour and then you will have to deal with the feinding. that sucks. Good Luck -
 Originally Posted by dawn09 Your alot stronger than most if you havnt taken them already. I was 20 days clean before i slipped for one day. I did experience withdrawl, right when it seems i was starting to feel better. The mental was way worse than the physical: depression and anxiety.
Dont take them. those 3 will only take your pain away for like one hour and then you will have to deal with the feinding. that sucks. Good Luck Your words mean a great deal to me. You just dont know. I dont feel strong at all. I feel like a fool and a failure. And now I can never ever have pain medication again, not for dental work or surgery or anything. I totally screwed myself.
But... I didnt take them. I didnt do it.
Hey! I didnt take them! 
I am so glad this board is here. I need to spend more time here offering encouragement to others too.
Thanks Dawn for your advice. I dont want to go through that depression again, that hopelessness... Oh, I remember that. I am so glad it lifts itself away as we get cleaner. -
 Originally Posted by Izzn Thank you to iloerose. I opened the bottle and soaked those little wicked things in dish soap. One big gooey mess now that I am not disgusting enough to bother with. HA! Take THAT you little pills!
I am sorry I freaked out on you guys. I was looking for a stupid bottle of nail polish and that bottle of pills rolls out and I just wasnt ready for it. I really panicked. How strange that my back started hurting SO MUCH the minute those pills were in my hand. But as soon I destroyed them, my back felt so much better.
I am glad I could come here and freak out and panic and vent, and know that someone was here for me.
Thank you and God bless us all in our journeys. Izzn ..... That is TOO funny!!! This is one of my favorite posts in a long time! Good for you! God bless. I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. -
Good for you! I was handling some vicodin a few days ago and had an annoying urge to swoosh down a couple. Now and then I find my little addict stashes too. Your not alone -
If you are in pain and have been prescribed medication for it, I would say take the meds. There is no need to suffer from pain when you have been given the remedy by your physician. Worry about withdrawal when you no longer need the pain medicine. -
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. -
You can do it......really???? I STRONGLY disagree...
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