My name is Christine and I have been addicted to prescription drugs for a coupe of years. I am 45 and have had 3 surgeries in my lower back..Last one was a fusion 5 years ago. I was doing ok until a fall 2 years ago and it moved my screws in my back...I was taking 200 10MG Oxy's a week..I became very addicted and my life spiraled out of control. I quit my job of 5 years and almost lost my fiance. I didn't care because I felt no pain..I was dead inside and all I wanted was my pills. In June I went C/T and it took about a week of feeling like I was dying and ending up in hospital because I was so sick...I knew it was the pills...The chills and crawling skin. The RLS was bad and I didn't sleep. 3 weeks clean and I got a new job, but the pain was back...My doctor told me to try Oxyneo and that began it all over again. She said I wouldn't have the ups and downs from this pill....ya right. I am addicted all over again...I have only told one person, my daughter. My fiance doesn't know. He thinks I have the flu...really bad flu..I am so embarassed. I went down to 1 10MG Oxyneo a day for last 3 days and now I am cold turkey. I am at work today and have the racing heart and the chills and shakes. I am so sick!!!
I came on this site and have had so much inspiration. You guys are awesome! Its nice to talk with someone and know your not alone.