No you certainly don't sound addicted, but maybe some tolerance is a factor, it doesn't sound like something you need to worry about at this time. It's hard to second guess what's going on, maybe you're not healing right, you're just going to have to continue doing what you're doing, along with being up front and honest like you seem to be already, and keep standing up for yourself and help make them see the truth in your story. Demand better care if you have to, can you get a second opinion? Yeah that
Demerol is weak, but you need to get control of the pain, give yourself time to heal, and keep following up if you know something's not right. Maybe you can show the doc the paper script of Meprozine (Demerol +
promethazine) and ask it to be changed to
morphine or
Percocet? I'm not sure what else to suggest.
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