I don't know what to do

[kcb]

My name is Amy. Am an addict. Have been for 19 years. Been going to meetings for about 3 years now but can barely put together couple of months at a time. Be clean for about 3 now but I would really like to use.

j.f.t. k.c.b.

[kyhomegirl]

Wow that is a lot of clean time. Dont ruin it and take any pills. Just remember back to the first days of being clean and how horrible it was. At least it is horrible for me. I wish I could get past all this physical stuff and only have to deal with the mental side, which I guess stays for awhile right? Is there any reason you want to use? Good luck, and keep us posted.