Hey all. Well, if you are hoping for a positive experience, well, i cannot provide one. First of all, I would like to say, that
suboxone maintainence should be carefully planned IMO. It seems like the longer you stay on it, the longer you prolong your agony. I was a heroin addict from age 16, more consistently from age 17-20. Before that, meth, before that weed. I was drug prone. I literally have taken every drug known to man and abused it. Heroin became my DOC, as is the case w/ anybody whose taken it. Please, I urge you, if you are a relapsing opiate addct, do not ever take heroin, please. Regardless. Im on my 7th day of opiate w/d from suboxone. I was previously on
methadone for a few years, and now sub. for over a year. I just want to say that soo far its been terrible. Not as intense as anticipated in terms of physical pains, Very present and real and incapacitating, but im not screaming anymore. I would like to encourage everyone to study up on the brains healing ability specifically related to heroin or opiates. It is the only thing keeping me together. I'm utterly dysfunctional, and its feels as though I will be this way for a long time. But from what I've gathered, my brain should heal @ its own pace. This is it for me, I'm doing it this time, so I would just suggest that you should only use suboxone long enough to become adjusted. Long enough to where you aren't thinking about or craving your drug of choice, and get yourself stable. Than, get off the stuff. It is a miracle drug, but its too subtle for people to realize that it is in and of itself very addictive. The more years you spend on it, the more years your brain chemistry is altered or subdued by it. And the more you'll have to overcome. ROBERT325, i left a post on previous thread, you replied, I don't think I'll start w/ the tapering system as my doc. wants me to be reinstated. I will brave this, if you could message me each day with friendly advice or responses I will appreciate it. As I said before, all the things that used to make me happy seem soo irrelevant now. Guitar, surfing, videogames, tv, with the exception of sex ( i actually seem to enjoy it better, but its only a brief relief from it all) give me absolutely no comfort. Is this paws? I still have aching and def. diarrhea, i go to the bathroom still several, several times a day. please contact me ROB. thx.