I have a lot of history here on this forum been on and off subs numberous times. This past May the needle was getting the best of me I couldn't make it long enough to get in wds far enough to take the subs and I was afraid of what was going to happen I was up to over 20 30mg oxys a day I was putting 5-6 in a spoon at once. It was getting out of hand. So I made a choice to go to clinic and have went everyday since mid May I used the first couple of weeks but then it became a waste of money and very dangerous trying to shoot through the done. I'm doing great on 130mg maintenance dose. No side effects besides sweating. I have no desire to use anymore but I'm getting tired of going to clinic and I know it will be a long taper from my current dose and I'm over this now. I know I'm ready to stop. Honestly the done has given me my life back yes I'm chained to clinic but it is far better then alternative I mean far better. But I'm ready to be done with it all. I know I can't make the switch to subs right now I'm to high of a dose. How long would I need to stop to make the switch to subs. I know they recommend to be down to 40mgs and wait until you score a 28. If I stopped at 130mg and waited to score a 28 would I have issues switching to subs. I knew a whole lot about what I needed to do about stooping the blues and getting on subs but this is a whole different story. I've thought about getting a script to take for a.few weeks just to get the done out to make the switch. I feel great but I do want to be free I have zero desire to get
And really doubt I will take pills or dope again to get away from done. I just want to be free of the clinic.