Hi Guys...I'm going through something very very awful. I am losing hope everyday and am contemplating suicide. I've been on psych wards and discharged because it's not a "psych" problem. I was hit by a car (pedistrian) about 2 years ago. I seem to have recovered. However, a year later, I noticed very slight tingling in my right forearm at night. I was thinking "I hope this goes away." It did, very briefly...then it came back, jumped to my right forearm and then developed severe neck pain. The nerve tingling went throughout my body from the neck down: shoulders, back, chest, arms, hands, legs, feet. It's so severe now, I can't sleep. Severe tingling. I feel like I'm vibrating from the inside. I've tried physical therapy, "cervical traction," medications. On MRI's the see several bulges in my cervical spine. HOWEVER, many surgeons and doctors see these as minor. My original neruo guy however believes these disc are impinging on nerves and my spinal cord at times. He wants me to again do traction. Neurotin did nothing for me. Through error, my pharmacy gave me the new drug "Lyrica." I paid only $5. They were suppose to give me
Percocet instead.
Lyrica goes for about $250, and that doesn't cover a complete month. I don't want to give it back and say "it was the pharmacy's fault." Besides disc problems, I have to get checked for testicular cancer again (my cause nerve problems), diabetes (may cause nerve problems) and I had abused an inhalant for many years (yup, may cause nerve damage). My friends are tired of me complaining, crying. My family thinks I use this pain/tingling as an excuse not to work. It's been a year and a half now in agony. I'm losing hope and the will to live. Any info, feedback, how to cope, stories to share would be appreciated. CJ