Hi,
I'm a 28m been taking painkillers (vicodin,
percocet 30-50mg daily) for about 2 years. I went to my Dr. for w/d help and I have been on the waiting list for a recovery center/suboxone treatment program for 9 months so far. I recently went to orientation and it looks like another 4 months or so till I come up on the waiting list. I don't have the $$$$ to afford normal treatment centers which run 4-$5,000 in my area. My Dr. told me to get
suboxone if possible (illegally nudge nudge) and that will take care of it. I had been taking sub 4-8mg daily off and on for about 5 months and quit cold turkey after feeling I had beat my narco addiction. I had no appetite, lost 25+ lbs, zero motivation while somehow not realizing that i was going through w/d's from sub. Obviously i made a gigantic mistake in trying to acquire subs and do this on my own. I have now been on subs for 4 days again with tapering down my main goal taking 4mg a day and doing fine.
When should I lower this dose to 2mg so I can get this S@#$ out of my life and move on?