Last month i went to the emergency room when i was about to get discharged the doctor said he was going to prescribe me pain meds and asked what medication have i taken before i said vicodin and ibuprofen 800. After that i guess he suspected i was only coming to get medicine so he pulled up my prescription chart and saw that i have went to (2) doctors and hospital in the past and got vicodin. I got vicodin before from the e.r. because i had kidney stones so he gave me pain meds and antibiotics. and the other time was because of my foot. but but that was not recently it was almost a year ago. As for doctors it was my primary and ortho dr. and my primary was the one who referred me to the ortho. He thought i was just going to the hospital to get pain meds and that i harmed myself to get it. Which was not true. He wouldn't even let me explain the past doctors/hospital visits. I've had chronic foot problems since i was 14 years old I'm 21 now. but they couldn't figure out what was causing my pain. Back in January i fractured my ankle and had to get a cast and since then my foot has gotten worse. In the beginning of march i found out by my ortho doctor that i had something called pes planus hyperpronation and Tibialis posterior Tendonitis and i would have to get surgery on my foot because of how bad it's gotten. But I ran out of insurance March 31st so i was no longer able to go to my ortho doctor. But because of the hospital visit on 8/14 im scared to go to any other doctor. when he discharged me on the paper it said controlled substance diversion and he told me someone will be contacting me and not to come back to his hospital for medicine. Its been a month and no one has contacted me except a bill collector. But now my foot is worse. My ankle and foot is very swollen and my foot is bruised badly the pain comes from my inner foot, to my ankle, and up my leg and sometimes i get this numbing and burning sensation. i don't even wanna bare weight on it. i've been taking ibuprofen 800mg. i rap my foot up, elevate it and put ice on it but the pain doesn't go away. I've called around to get prices to see how much it will cost to be seen by a doctor but the prices are ridiculous and i don't have a job so i can't pay right then and there. I'm scared to go to urgent care or hospital. idk if that doctor red flagged me or if any doctor i go to will see that controlled substance diversion thing that he put on my discharge paper and just assume im a drug seeker because im not. Motrin 800mg usually helps my pain but lately it hasn't. I don't know what to do. All i know is i can no longer deal with this pain it brings me to tears. I could use any type of advice just no negative comments please.