[klonopin333]

I think Im experiencing maniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaa!I think.How much would could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck woul.mind racing,mind racing.tooooooooooo fffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssst.Im takin more klonopin than ever for panic disorder.Why is it having the oppossite effece.I just had a therapy session.I was going through so much manis i couldnt do nay thing but make noises and act weird.I cant stand reality anymore.It hurts like a bullet to the head.Thats what i would equate it to.I took to many benzos a few days ago and reopened my stomack olser.I also relapsed on alchohol.its a steady fall.I said its a steady fall.judge me or dont judge me,whatever man.I know im a looser.My family has disowned me.I dont blame them.I tire them,hell I tire myself.what is happening to me. what is happinig to me.My brain is shutting down.I wish superman was here so I could destroy him.DESTROY HIM!!!!!!WITH NOT KRIPTONITE.i HAVE TO MUCH ADRENALIN.SUPER HUMAN STRENGHTH.iM TO AFRAID TO LIVE AND TO AFRAID TO DIE.mY GIRLFRIEND FINALLY LEFT ME.i WILL ALWAYS BE ALONW.

[Cats Meow]

Have you ever seen that test with the rat who pushes a button and he gets a treat, then they switch it so when the rat pushes the button he gets shocked? Well rats learn quickly not to push the button anymore, they don't want shocked. People don't learn, they will push the button over and over, times infinity, trying to get the treat.
That's what you are doing with your Benzos and probably other aspects of your life if you think about it. If something doesn't work, try something else, quit getting shocked! Especially with benzos, if you take more, then you will always need more, you may as well quit chasing the buzz, you are never going to catch it, if you want the treat DO SOMETHING ELSE. Everything extra you put in your body just screws up your own inner chemistry.
It's funny how rats are smarter then people.

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