Hi, everybody. I sought out this forum because I decided to wean myself off of
Lexapro and
Amitriptyline - mostly because of the weight gain and because I would like to be "clean" in about a year so I can try to conceive again. Unfortuntately for me, I've had problems with anxiety/depression since I was in college...I'm now 32 and have a wonderful little girl and a great husband.
I called my psych about four weeks ago and told her I was going to wean off of the Lexapro...I didn't tell her about the Amitriptyline. I weaned off both meds (10mg. Lexapro, 10mg. Amitriptyline) for over a month, using The Road Back. I have been off my meds completely for 11 days and can't sleep, have anxiety and am feeling down. The thing that scares me is I can't separate whether how I'm feeling is withdrawal, or if it's "how I am" off these meds and I should go back on.
I went to my psychologist yesterday and she was angry/surprised that I went off the Amitriptyline too (T.S. I say). I asked her before I went on the meds if they cause weight gain. She said "no". Since I've started them, I've gained back all of the pregnancy weight that I lost on Weight Watchers...about 30 lbs. Since I haven't been able to sleep from Amitriptyline withdrawal, that has put a real damper on my mood too. My doctor prescribed
Ambien CR for me and told me that it is non-habit forming. I googled Ambien CR and withdrawal, and it certainly seems to me that it IS habit forming and has just as much hellish problems as the other drugs during withdrawal.
My question is this: how long is it going to take to get rid of these withdrawal symptoms - how long before I can distinguish what is the withdrawal and what is "me"?
My doctor says the Amitriptyline should only be in my system for 10 days...it's been 11 and I'm having a very hard time. I haven't had the brain zaps like I usually do when withdrawing from medicine (most likely due to the Omega 3's that I'm using), but the anxiety/sleeplessness is really killing me (the Tart Cherry doesn't put a damper on my anxiety). I hope to not start taking the Ambien habitually because I want to be drug free - last night was my first night on it and I am OUT OF IT today.
Thanks to anybody who's taken the time to read this. Any help/comments/suggestions would be SO nice to hear as far as how long it takes to get these meds out of my system. I'm feeling quite alone in this little private hell caused by these meds, crying, laughting, anxiety, hyper, etc. I feel like I'm riding a rollercoster and don't know when it's going to end..