Well this is the first time I've been on this site and I'm on here because I had a lapse yesterday and I am really pissed off with myself. I had been clean from >>>>>> and crack for a year and a half. I go to a peer support group on a Saturday and Wednesday but where we have the group is where I used to live and score from. I had been ok up until yesterday when I just had using in my head and instead of talking to people in the group I left and went to score. I have not spoke to anyone about it and I thought that maybe someone on this site could give me some advice because at the moment I'm just sitting here going over an over it.