[me001]

I want off this but I get so nervous and shakey when I don't take it most times. Once I went cold turkey 2-3 mths and it was rough!! I am a nervous person anyway and now I am drinking alot also! I'm a mess. Also on lexapro 10 mg for depression which I'm told cancels my lexapro out... Need help but have no insurance now since I feel I may have had a nervous breakdown when I quit my job!! I've always been so strong and successful. What happened to me? Where did I go? I want my strong self back. I know this too shall pass. I just need to change some circumstances that are a big cause of my depression and terrible TMJ which causes pain and leads me sometimes to the bad behavior mentioned above. I feel so alone sometimes. I don't even want to talk with my family. It's nerve racking and embarrassing. My boyfriend is loving and supportive Thank GOD for him!! Can anyone relate? Or write me some inspiration. Thank you for your time. This is new to me.

[KlOnoPin]

quote:Originally posted by me001

I want off this but I get so nervous and shakey when I don't take it most times. Once I went cold turkey 2-3 mths and it was rough!! I am a nervous person anyway and now I am drinking alot also! I'm a mess. Also on lexapro 10 mg for depression which I'm told cancels my lexapro out... Need help but have no insurance now since I feel I may have had a nervous breakdown when I quit my job!! I've always been so strong and successful. What happened to me? Where did I go? I want my strong self back. I know this too shall pass. I just need to change some circumstances that are a big cause of my depression and terrible TMJ which causes pain and leads me sometimes to the bad behavior mentioned above. I feel so alone sometimes. I don't even want to talk with my family. It's nerve racking and embarrassing. My boyfriend is loving and supportive Thank GOD for him!! Can anyone relate? Or write me some inspiration. Thank you for your time. This is new to me.

[msnoopy79]

HI.I CaN RELaTE.iM 26YR OLD,MaRRIED W/ 5 KIDS aND HaVE BEEN ON xaNaX SINCE 16.USED TO TaKE THEM CaUSE I LOVE THE HIGH.tHEN HaD 4 KIDS 4 YRS IN a ROW.GOT SEVERE DEPRESSION aND aNXIETY PROBLEMS.i LEFT MY HUSBaND,LOST MY JOB,WaS AROUND PEOPLE WHO TOOK XaNaX.i THINK I HaD a NERVOUS BrEaKDOWN.i WaS TaKING SO MaNY i WaSNT GETTING UP WOTH MY KIDS IN THE MORNING.i WOULD FIND STRA12NGE MEN ON MY COUCH SLEEPIN FROM MY ROOMaTES anD ME NOT eVEN HeaRING anYTHING.SEVERE MEMORY LOSS TO THIS Day.I WaS WITH a GUY WHO BeaT ME WHILE EVERYONE WaTCHED.MY WHOLE FaMILY WaS TaLKIN aBOUT ME.MY X BEST FRIEND SLEPT W/ MY BOYFRIEND SHE WaS ONE OF MY ROOMaTES WHO FED ME PILLS EVERYDaY.SHE WOULD TaKE MY PERSCRIPTION WITH ME aND IF SHE GOT MaD at ME SHE WOULD LEaVE ME W/O THE XaNax ON PURPOSE SO I WOULD BE SICK.oUT OF aLL THIS a MONTH aGO MY HUBBY TOOK ME BaCK.IVE SLOWLY WEaNED MYSELF OFF THE XaNaX,WITH aMBIEN aT NIGHT anD 40MG OF PaXIL a Day.I TaKE MaYBE 3-4 A wEEK NOW aS OPPOSED TO 10 MG a DaY.i SUFFER SUVERE MEMORY LOSS,aND aLITTLE DEPRESSION,BUT IM MUCH BETTER.YOU can HELP YOURSELF IF YOU REaLLY waNT IT.tAke IT FROM ME.

snoopy

[me001]

Thank u and best of luck with all u do. Hope things work out with your husband. I appreciate your time and reply.

[Klonopinchick420]

Well you would think with my name?? Yes, Now it is day 7 for me with out Klonpins HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been taking Methadone instead, But I am still shaky. I wake up like If I have done a 1OC of Coke I have a Dr. Appt this Friday To get them back I am on 3Mg a day, Sometimes 8Mg a day, But even at the high dose, it does not get me high, If you have any input let me know

KlonpinChick420