ive been reading this board for a few days now and finally decided to post something. my problem is no way near what ive read on here, but to me its still bad! i have so much respect for all of you and the things you are going/have went through.
im 25 years old and living on my own in NJ. ive been taking !!at the most!! 60mg of
oxycontin OR 60mg of rocacete a day( please excuse my spelling, as i dont know the real names of pills, basically just the street name)
i started about a year ago simply because that warm fuzzy feeling was amazing! my tolerance wasnt really built up and my condition wasnt really that bad. i could take 2 yellow 10mg percs and be fine for most of the day. lately ive been taking between 1-2 30mg rocacets or sometimes 3/4 of a 80mg oxycontin when the percs arent available.
ive gone days without taking anything even a week at the most, but i would always come back simply because i thought i wasnt addicted. well last week i tried to quit everything and after the 3rd day i was VERY angry, restless, couldnt sleep, and had very bad diarreah. i became VERY scared and ran back to the drugs.
now i am ready to quit cold turkey this week. again, i almost feel bad because my problem isnt nearly has bad others, but i still feel that i need some help and encouragement. i had 15 mg of rocacet yesterday and the day before. this morning i took the same. i plan on taking 1 yellow 10mg perc tomorrow morning and then tuesday being my first day on nothing.
again my problem isnt as serious, but im tired of being dependant on these damn pills. parents friends and coworkers have no idea. i want to be clean and start to become more heathy.
can anyone give me any feedback on foods or maybe vitamins to keep me energized and maybe not depressed? i really do think most of it is in my head, but last week i really felt like i had serious physical W/D symptoms.
any type of help encouragement or feedback would be GREATLY appreciated.