i started abusing opiates before i actually needed them. then i was injured in college (thrown down sairs in cold winter vt) ********ed my back up. drs/parents thought i was just in it for pills (i wasnt). then i worked as a dishwasher and glassblower (at the same time). finally i kept complaining and complaining and finally got an MRI and dr said my discs are all messed up and referred me to a pain clinic (where i told them my drug history etc). They started me 4 years ago on durgesic 12s month later 25;s, then 25s with
avinza 90mg, pain was being managed but as i quit dishwashing and did more glass i was putting lots of strain on it and was still feeling the back pain. he explained we couldnt get rid of it completely w meds, (btw i did get 4 or 5 nerve blocks and lumbar epiderals none of which did anything but irritate it). so i stayed with what i was on for a while. As of december I was on 3 oxy 40s a day and a 5mg patch. i lost insurance but was able to get 3 months of oxy before it lapsed. then i got ahold of dr and said i couldnt afford the patches (until i get new ins) so he perscribed 3-4
methadone 10s in place of the patch. i have heard so many horror stories, and what you guys JUST said, i dont want to take it!
i have got a ciouple patches from friend to keep me going (i cant take the oxy by itself, i have to have the patch in order to be comfortable). so... since i dont want methadone, and first started using opiates in my teens (to get high), now i want the meds to do what they are supposed to, but dont want done. Thanks for listening any help would be much appreciated. (so i guess my new question is, im 26, im going to get insurance but i wont for a few months...what is a cheap pain medicine that is like a durgesic 50 that is cheap (like methadone, it only cost me like 40$ as apposed to $500).
Thanks again
Peace and take care of your body
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