I will be very interested in how you are doing after a couple of weeks.
I have to get brave myself pretty soon and the extent of my addiction is far worst than your own. Since 1993 I have probably been drug free for no longer than a week. I broke serval bones from an elevator accident and got my first taste of Vicodin at that time. For one reason or another I have always had the need for the drugs I take.
At least that's what I have told myself. Through the years I have seen dozens of doctors (several at the same time). That is mostly how I have maintained a 150mg to 200mg of hydrocodine a day. Sounds hard to believe, even to me. What suprises me the most I believe is that my
Liver is still holding up from all the
tylenol I've taken along with
that. I'm probably beyond help but all my ways of getting drugs are soon to end and I'm going to finally face the facts. It has to end and I hope I can be as brave and determined and you seem to be.