Help I am 28 years old, live alone, and have been taking Vicodin for over a year now. It started out as a simple way to cure back pain and menstrual cramps. I work in an environment which requires physical work. I was never prescribed, just got them from someone at work who had them and never took them. I am up to about 8 to 10 a day now. I don't smoke cigarettes, or pot, but have been known to have drank socially in the past. My boyfriend was never a big drinker, and so, to please him, instead of going to the bars at night after work I would take the pills instead. I feel like I may have switched one addiction out for another. My boyfriend does not know of this issue, nor does any of my friends or family. I have read all the discussion forums, and every person, as I can see is different, and I'm curious as to how to cope with trying to dismiss this addiction from my life, the easiest way for me. Is it easier to wean yourself off the pills, taking less and less each day, or would it be easier to quit cold turkey? I cannot lose my job, though it seems it has affected my performance in just two days that I have not taken them. I deal with the public, and have absolute no patience for them when I am sober. I also once had an anxiety attack at work, after being clean for two days. It was never like this before, and I need some advice on how to cope with that as well. I really can't talk to anyone about this, for fear of judgement. Is there any solutions? I heard orange juice helps with the physical cravings, and herbal tea. But is there anything for the "mental" cravings? Someone gave me Seraquil to calm nerves, and that helps me sleep, but could that become addictive as well? I'd appreciate any advice anyone could give me. |