[CheySapphire]

Hi! everyone, am in alot of pain right now and I seem to hate the world at this moment, am so alone, I just want to die,this is going on day 2 and nobody has been there for me, I have cut everyone out of my life except my little kids, my head hurts so bad and I just keep crying, I going from crying to flipping out and so on,I feel so sick and so scare, I want to go into a shelter with my kids and just get away from every around here, I hate my spouse, I hate is mother, Its me maybe, I don't know, but I do know this I want to go far away from everyone and everything. those of you who have support hold on to it, because be alone and nobody understanding what you are going threw is the worst thing in the world. I just want to pull my hair out, because I feel so alone, and now what that is one problem now a days people feel so alone that they just end it all cause they have nothing left in there life to hold on to. Take care everyone I don't if I will be around to post anymore, I wish you all the best of luck, and please hold on to your support, cause am one scared woman right now and alone. Susan

Susan37 Mother of 10 and Two grandchildren and one of them live with me.

[Jonesing]

Chevy,

PLEASE know that you are not alone ! There are thousands of us just like you. I'm struggling right now to beat addiction, with no help from friends or spouse. That was my choice and probably a bad one, but I know what you are going through. I'll chat with you on-line whenever I can. Please stay strong, do it for your children ! Remember GOD LOVES YOU ! YOU CAN DO IT ! WE LOVE YOU !

Jonesing

[addict8]

All the pain in the world is upon the shoulders of the suffering, I am like everyone else when I say this, there isn't a pill for everything but at the same time some people need pain killers, sleeper, anxiety, on an on. They all lead to one thing ADDICTION. I really feel sorry for you both I am in pain myself, everyday I want to kill myself, 2 months ago was my last atempt. 48mg Xanax, 8600mg Epilim, bottol of Vodka, and a gas tap left on in a one bedroom flat for 18 hours. I kwon what pain is I feel your feelings and all thoughs who hurt to...
One day I hope/bless and peoples pains dissipate into the glroy of relaxation and tenderness... Pain can drive you insane but I would not like to here of any suicides of here PLEASE.

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[yunggrammy66]

LISTEN CAREFULLY! PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL SOMEONE IMMEDIATELY. IF YOU EMAIL ME I WILL GIVE YOU MY NUMBER AND WE CAN TALK. PLEASE I AM A NURSE AND CAN GET YOU HELP. davepmlisarn@yahoo.com