Game OVER I WIN!!!

[disabledleo]

To everyone over the years that have been there when I needed some help I am very greatful... There have been people here that w/out their own experiences could never have been able to walk me thru what I myself found my life in. Some have inspired me to better myself & keep pushing hard & harder to reach my goals.

I say Game over I win because I have been in a battle for soo long with the situation my life has been & where it is now. I look back & now will pull from the hell I've been thru to not only make me stronger but to find a way to change the lives of others.

Don't get me wrong my body is failing & failing fast but I no longer will battle against it & cause myself more trama either mentally or physically because I know who I am. No matter what happens from here I am not only happy BUT proud of myself because I have shown my own daughter what can happen to even the strongest of men & even more important that even when everyone else has counted you out as only as you want it bad enough "ANYTHING" is possible.
She has seen me at my best & my worst & has been by my side thru my battles & is proud of me for pulling myself from the darkness....

There are "GOOD" people on here & I can not thank them enough for the support they've given me & the kick in the butt I've needed time from time.
I am here & will be checking in so if anyone wants to reach out to me I will be there. I can say I have taken thousands of different medications over the years & have had good things & very bad things happen because of them`....

Just remember EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT & REACT DIFFERENTLY TO THE MEDICATIONS RX'ED SO GET ADVISE & APPLY IT AS TO YOUR NEEDS.

God Bless
Robert - Henry Both of your wonderful wives THANK YOU

[flatsman444]

Sounds great. Congrats on all your success . Awesome. Peace

[disabledleo]

Just wanted to thank you both CRYIN OUT & FLATS

Don't ever allow "ANYONE" tell you : you can't

It takes an incredible amount of WANT & support from everywhere you can find it. I spent nearly 10 yrs feeling "ALONE" when I was blind to the huge support group I had behind me in front of me & completely around me. It's something the pills take from you that you have to get back.

All of us have different stories but each story gives someone out there the hope & "WANT" to better themselves.

No one can or should even try to fight this fight alone. So if you are in that position contact me I will help build you your own huge support group to get where you can be happy again.

I'm not in anyway shape or form saying I am cured because that would be a huge lie to you & me something I will not do. I will have daily struggles - issues - extreme pain - all of my injuries are still there but no longer make me who I am..........

I have chosen to take my life back & live my life the way "I WANT TO" w/ my family that has been there the entire time I was lost.

No one has to do this alone. I am here & so are many others that have no other purpose or gain other than to educate & help you 1 step @ a time

[HenryNCBA]

Hey buddy!
Glad to hear it and happy for you brother! I agree that of those you love it is your daugher that came through for you the most. She was there through thick and thin and even when she was very young was always there wondering, wanting to help, even when you felt terrible and couldn't move just because of super intense pain she would make those brownies and cookies for you and bring them over to you. I know those things no matter how badly you felt or what meds were in your system you didn't care because at that one moment all you saw was the love you both share for each other and happily you would sit up and enjoy what she made and made just for you. You know someone else in your house could learn a lot from your daugher. It would eliminate a HUGE quantity of stress and make for a happier home for sure.
I am proud of you my friend. Never seen you ever back down and when the going got rough well you got rougher and smashed your way through it.
By the way can't say it here but having that simple yet high tech Mk _ _ would be great! I think it just might work! LOL!
Seriously though you have been through so much I can't even begin to list everything and won't attempt to. You fought every step of the way and inspire those that are having a rough go at it to never stop, never back down, never give up!
Rock on!!!

Henry

[disabledleo]

Henry you got it buddy.... Just got back from talking with my shrink & dumped a bunch of stuff on her & FINALLY LEFT IT THERE FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!! You my friend even came up..
Don't think just because I'm not in crisis I won't be pestering you & spreading you & Robert's name to others that seem to be the real deal in need because you both made the difference THIS TIME & I NEED YOU BOTH TO KNOW THAT...

It's the simple things you've both said that hit me. You can talk & talk & talk to someone until blue in the face BUT if you can't relate or reach them or them WANTING TO BE REACHED it is impossible.
Priorities my friend priorities & now with the support I got from the 2-4 of you it has made all the difference in the world TO ME & NOW MY FAMILY WILL REAP THE BENEFITS OF HAVING ME BACK STRONGER THAN EVER.

You MUST KNOW & I truly mean this :
You guys / gals at times made the difference NO ONE ELSE other than Jessica could have for me...
I woke up this morning HAPPY TO BE ALIVE & WHO I AM!!!!!!!!!!! My head is held high & my spirit has been lifted now I need to focus on staying on track & getting healthier & healthier everyday. I won't stop or back down from anything or anyone as I never have.
You all have to be proud of yourself because you made the difference in not just my life but everyone's lives I will touch from today on.

E-Mail me a physical address so I can send you something please....

I am getting off this computer now for a few hours & going to get out of this house to go do something I love.
Talk to you soon

[disabledleo]

Quick ? for you guys / gal's - under my screen name is Member = if I haven't full filled the obligations to have that changed to something different what in God's name must I do????

Just let me know & it will be done.

[cheekysod]

its all to do with number of posts bro,