[valhala]

I relapsed after 7 months and was using for 2 months, now i am clean. But for the first time ever i keep having this awful thought that i will never be able to stop using H, or that i will go back one day to use. Its a full panic attack and i have never ever experienced something like this in my life. Has anyone ever felt something similar to this and what did u do to get rid of it? Is this normal to live in fear?

Life is a b**ch... and then you're cloned!

[mpvt]

It's quite normal when your addicted and have stopped.Over time these anxiety attacks will diminish.Just staay on track and you'll be fine.Congrats on quitting.....Dave