
03-15-2005, 09:49 AM
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Msti5000,
I don't know if i'm doing good or not. I made the metahdone last me nearly a week by only taking enough a day to not be sick. I had back pain like the old days before I took pain meds everyday. I don't know if my back is that bad, or if it was a part of the withdrawal process. I convinced myself that I needed the pills, but i'm only taking them as presrcibed. Today is only day 2 but I actually took less than presrcibed yesterday, I feel good about that but not sure if i should ? Does it sound like i'm rationalizing to keep using ? I could probably handle the pain and use non-narcotic meds and therapy. I even danced around the subject with my Doc ( without telling him I felt like an addict) and he thinks the bebefit of pain meds used as prescribed outweigh the risk of addiction. Does he want more money or does he beleive that and is counting on me to not become an addict? I'm still very confused about all this.
Enough about me, are you doing well ? Hope you had a good vacation.Thanks for your understanding and encouragement with these responses.
sincerely,
Jonesing |