Extreme anxiety

[xxJennaxx]

Well i haven't taken any more pills..but im expieriencing such a high level of anxiety and panic attacks.. My heart is beating irregular and i'm afraid to try to sleep thinking those 6 pills +the 2 klonopin this morning will make me go to sleep and never wake up..i have horrible ocd and seperation anxiety from My Bf..he was suppossed to be home 3 days ago, but keeps making excuses even knowing i'm scared and what hell i'm going thru. Now he wont even pick up the phone at where he's staying. Knowing he's not gonna be back and im gonna be here allll night completely alone is sending me into a huge panic attack. I told him last night to just stop LYING about coming home because it affects the way i'm feeling and living..i told him that if he was just gonna keep staying at his moms and leaving me like this i wanted to admitt myself into the crisis center..but he has a way of trapping me and being very coniving..he said if you call the police and have them drive you there EVEN THO I'D BE ADMITTING MYSELF ''they'll keep you under a permant hold'' and that really scared me..now i dont know what to do..i can barely breath..

[melinda7.5]

Hi Jenna
Sweetie you just have panic disorder,That is the only think that is wrong with you,your just having panic attacks...Your going to be OK...
Sounds to me like you need to ditch that b-friend of yours.
He should be there helping you right now...
If you need to go to the crisis center, you go,they wont keep you.
It sounds to me like you could use some help right now.
get back to me and let me know your ok,
Melinda

[renagade281]

I highly doubt that 6 pills plus 2 klonipin will make u never wake up, just try to get some sleep and calm down. Ditch the bf, he is trash. If he really loved u he would be there in ur time of need

[xxJennaxx]

Hi Jenna
Sweetie you just have panic disorder,That is the only think that is wrong with you,your just having panic attacks...Your going to be OK...
Sounds to me like you need to ditch that b-friend of yours.
He should be there helping you right now...
If you need to go to the crisis center, you go,they wont keep you.
It sounds to me like you could use some help right now.
get back to me and let me know your ok,
Melinda

I am still in panic mode and cant get a deep breath ;[ i know i have panic disorder..i was diagnosed with it 8 yrs ago..social anxiety/generalized anxiety and panic disorder..i know it all to well. The hard part is I Love him so Much..

[Robert_325]

You said that you wanted me to help keep you in check. Let me tell you something and remember it please. No way even at my worst and lowest point in my life would I turn my back on someone I gave a rat's butt about like this so-called boyfriend is doing. Maybe you have blown it and he is mad at you. That might be justified. But a MAN will either break it off with someone or be there for them but not this kind of nonsense. If you were my daughter I would tell you so fast to lose this jerk. What gives him the right to sit in judgement of you and bark orders when he is in hiding? That my dear is a crock of you know what. Now try to get control of your emotions. You aren't going to have anything happen to you except that you are going through panic symptoms. Take some deep breaths and settle down. Talk to someone, post here, do something. But don't even talk to him. God bless.

[melinda7.5]

Hi Jenna
Sorry I missed you I ran out to go tanning...Im home now...are you ok...
My oldest son has panic disorder,I know all about it...
your going to be ok...
Talk to ya soon,Melinda

[xxJennaxx]

Hi Jenna
Sorry I missed you I ran out to go tanning...Im home now...are you ok...
My oldest son has panic disorder,I know all about it...
your going to be ok...
Talk to ya soon,Melinda

I just sent you an email on yahoo mail w/some pics x0x0