Does Relapse scare you?

[cryin out]

I dont know how else to word this question, but I have to say that "relapse" is a scary thing. I dont want to use, and I have had to avoid social situations due to booze and or weed beig present, simply because I want to guard my sobriety so dearly.
I typically do not have problems with alcohol or weed(my DOC is opiates) but even that situation right now is not where I want to be because I do not know how my mind may work yet. Funny how you work through things (I work through CR principles right now with 12 step starting in 2 weeks) but working through these excercises I realize that I have always battled something at different points of my life. Other drugs at different times, this time it was opiates. Anyone else have some thoughts to share on this?

[azul diablo]

It should scare you, as long as its a healthy scare. Make sense???

The fear subsides in time but should always be in the back of your mind.

[Anonymous]

ya scares hell out of me... And I just started. I wish you the best...stay strong

[gaming09]

i keep replapsing, the feeling is ill be great until im not, its a horrible moment when you have gone a long period of time and then suddenly a pill is in your mouth, i can say its a conscious decision whether or not to swallow it, be aware of what your doing, and address the reasons for doing so.

good luck to you

[NoMoreLies]

I am scared of relapsing, but I think it's good to be a little scared. I keep telling myself I'm 1 pill away from relapsing. I don't want to kid myself that I could have a pill or two and be fine, I know 1 pill will lead to 10 pills. I just can't give myself any room to slip backwards.