[fenderman44]

I had an episode that scared the hell out of me when I took 3 excedrin too close to my last dose of oxy due to an extreme headache on Dec 8....I woke up an hour later with the walls spinning and couldn't stand......I went to 2 doctors and they said everything in me is fine health wise. Then how come 12 days later I still feed my habit and all I do is pace my floors for hours on end while my wife is at work...she knows everything ...I told her and she has been great (what a time during xmas) something amazing though....right b4 i went to bed that early am I went into one of my rooms where I have a big statue of the Blessed Mary, and I asked her to please help me quit these things....1 hour later I had the episode....----I am starving but can't eat.....is it I now feel the guilt ?? ALl I want to do is sleep...I am so scared pacing and pacing until my mind burns out......I know I am in here somewhere but how do I get me out to my old self? I know even though I take this junk that I have no recourse but to quit.............thank you people for all being here!!

Bbby

[PainsMyName]

I dont know what to say, but maybe see a licensed psychiatrist. I would say see the psychiatrist over a psychologist because they can perscribe medications to help you.