[mikeyh]

Man this really sucks..i think this is as close to dieing as it gets,,no sleep lastnight,laid in the floor with legs on the bed...when i get off this mess this time its over for me...i guess when you play you pay...but the 1s of you going through wds your not alone,i quit ct from precs,,,was spending everything i could make,but its hard to stop,but i got my mind made up this time dudes,,,i have to be on the boat at 5am in the morning guess that will finish me off...Good luck to all you guys and gals..

[Robert_325]

Originally Posted by mikeyh

Man this really sucks..i think this is as close to dieing as it gets,,no sleep lastnight,laid in the floor with legs on the bed...when i get off this mess this time its over for me...i guess when you play you pay...but the 1s of you going through wds your not alone,i quit ct from precs,,,was spending everything i could make,but its hard to stop,but i got my mind made up this time dudes,,,i have to be on the boat at 5am in the morning guess that will finish me off...Good luck to all you guys and gals..

Mike,

You are doing great. One thing about opiates is that you feel like you are going to die in W/Ds, but you won't. NOT EVER. Remember that. You just get through what you are going through and it is done forever. You will never forget all this. That is good. It makes you not want to ever do it again. Wish you lots of good luck my friend. I have done cold turkey off OC ... was taking 25 30mg Roxicodone a day. It was pure hell. But no Suboxone, no nothing. I tood BP medicine, Clonodine, and Ammodium and hot showers, etc. But nothing that really killed the W/Ds. You can do it if you make your mind up. It will make you a stronger person if you tough it out. Hang in there.