So i am finally being vocal about my problem, it has ruined alot the little i have and i need to fix this because it is really messing up my life and my job which i am convinced i have already ruined...
It all began about 5 years ago when the man my mom was dating gave me a high profile and stressfull job at Kennedy Airport in NY, Life then was good, i was as happy as ive ever been and was heathly and in shape, playig basketball everyday. My moms boyfriend owned the company and had a serious back problem which he had exausted every outlet for recover except taking meds. He started pretty hardcore and was ordering
Hydrocodone 10/325 from numerous doctor sites online and was not shy about the fact he was doing so. He was also very giving and if anyone had a headache or complaned of any pain he would dump a handfull in your hand and say " these are the best for pain" so i first took a Hydro during that time. I would take a few here and there for about two years and not really get to "addicted" which is stupid to say but i was not taking them every day, more like once or twice a month and every now and then go on a binge and steal a whole bottle from my boss and down the entire bottle whithin a month, and have no withdrawals. BUT as of 2 years ago i have been taking probably more or less 10-15 Hydro's a day, and today i ran out, am going through some pretty wicked withdrawals and know that the worst is yet to come, my reason for posting is to get some support on what i can do to ease the pain and make the withdrawal process as painless as possible? I hope my story does not sound like im making any excuse for why i have developed this problem because i take full responisibliity for what i have done, when anyone get mixed up in something like this they do not do it because they want to hurt anyone around them or the ones who love them, its many reasons these things happen, i know my situation is not as dire and some but i want my life back, im still young... only 28 (29 in 2 weeks) and there is no better time then now to get my life back on track, i hope the intelligent, encouraging and wonderfull people i have seen on these forums will give me the support i need.
thank you for your time and lisening to my story which is not a unique one i know, but still one that is in dire need of help
thank you all very much
2 Year Hyrdo/Norco Addiction, need help and advice 
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