kakky, you are trying to feel better than normal. That is a fact. I am sorry about being so blunt, but addiction is tough and we will convince ourselves that we need more. You would actually feel better on 12mgs ( really 8mgs ) than on 16 mgs. It is your brain telling you more is better as with anyone who has been addicted to opiates knows. This IS NOT the case with
suboxone ! You need to try to taper to 8mgs and see what I mean. I was on 360mgs of
methadone a day for years.

I stabilized on 8mgs of suboxone for the 1st 3 days, then tapered down to 2mg over 30 days. This was the dose that felt like I was actually trying to get clean. At 4mgs I felt better than any other time in my 11 years on all of the other opiates ( and I tried them all - methadone for the last 7 years ) Trust the people on this forum who have been inducted at 8mgs or less and you will see that there were NO problems starting at that dose. You should either taper down to a reasonable dose or start over with the induction process. Ask Robert what he thinks about getting you re-inducted. He has helped countless people who said the same things you are saying and they were all very thankful to him.
1. You will feel much better at a lower dose.
2. It will cost you less.
3. It will be easier to taper off of.
4. There will be less negative side effects.
5. You will be able to help others who are misinformed.
Good Luck kakky, I sincerely want what is best for you.
IWANTOUT
to live my life and to be free !