I have been on
Lexapro for a few months now. Long story short: I moved from the Midwest to the South and was experiencing what I thought were heart attacks. Turns out they were anxiety attacks. I had only seen an OBGYN since I had only lived here a few weeks. She put me on
Effexor. It was going to take me months to get in with a psychiatrist. I was WIRED and didn't sleep for days. She took me off of the starter 37.5 mg. Bad move. I believe it triggered a chemical depression. Within a week I wanted to leave my family and pretty much just die. Now I wasn't just dealing with anxiety but depression. She put me back on the Effexor and THIS time it made me tired. Wierd. Anyhow, after 2 months at the starting doee, my husband made me quit taking it. I was completely unfeeling to everything and everyone. This OBGYN was obviously just that (an OBGYN) and certainly not a PSYCH. More depression followed. I finally found a psych who is wonderful. She started me on 2 mg of Lexapro and gradually bumped me to 10. She was very cautious with me due to my side effects from the Effexor. I love her! She also warned me that Effexor withdrawals will do that. But she made me think Lexapro would not have withdrawal issues....I'm reading otherwise on this site and am a bit concerned. I've always been anxious and a Drama Queen but after moving my chest would tighten up and scare me. Anyhow, by the time I got to 10, I felt a bit "out of it" while driving. Like I wasn't completely alert. Yet I feel like "me" again. She backed me up to 7.5 but I had to take the liquid since the smallest pills aren't scored. Anyhow, I have been on the liquid for 28 days. HORRIBLY DISGUSTING! Still feeling somewhat hazy and a bit "blah"...but not depressed. Decided I would discuss a new medication with my PSYCH at my appt last Friday. Then I got the bad news. The day before my appt I received a call that my PSYCH was killed in an auto accident. I feel like my entire sanity was in her hands. Since I had the liquid and was getting short, I have been taking 5 mg for the last 3 days. Real short headaches here and there for a minute or so. Nothing else. With the holidays coming, I'm afraid 5 mg won't be enough. My doctor, at our last appt, told me if the 7.5 didn't work, she didn't think 5 would do it for me since 10 is the recommended dosage. Now she's gone and I'm not sure what to do. I called my OBGYN to call in the Lexapro since I can't get a prescription from my PSYCH anymore. They called in a 3 mos supply of me Lexapro until I can find a new PSYCH. This is so frazzling! Does anyone recommend I just stay on the 10 since I feel "good" most of the time....until I have a new doctor? Is it too risky to lower my dose or go off during the holidays? I feel so lost!