Hi. I'm oboy. A 56 year old Cronic Pain Guy. Hi Guys and Gals. I hope this is one of your good days. I have had on and off back pain since I was 17 after an auto accident. I have always been able to turn it off with alot of work and some temp pill taking. Well until 10/22/2002. I suppose I will never forget that day. I won't go into details. I'll just say that I can nolonger turn off the pain. I have to try and manage it with drugs. Over the last 4 years I have worked my way up to the Duragesic 50ug/h patch. Over the last 40 years I have taken all kind of pills for pain. And managed somehow not to get addicted. I did not want to get on the patch.I know that I will
become addicted. I cannot stand the pain though. Not to mention all the advice you get from friends and family. Well mostly family. Seems most of my friends have vanished since I have had full time cronic pain for the last 4 years. I've only been on the patch for about 6 weeks. It sure is nice to be able to think about something other than pain. I still have to be carefull of what I do. I can not drive a car more than about 5 miles a week, or pick up anything that weights more than 5 lbs with out increasing my pain meds. I don't really want to do that at this time. I don't know how long you can live on the patch. Maybe some of you have some info on that. I will have to give all you guys ahead of me a thataboy for figuring out how to make it. It seems that we pain sufferes for the most part have to figure it out for ourselves. I know alot of you have heard it before. My main Doctor says no you don't want to take that med for whatever reason. Pain Clinic Doc says you have to exercise more. The neurosurgen says no I can't operate on that, it will paralizise you. What are we suppose to do. Well I don't like the side effects of the patch. I don't like pain either. With the patch I understand theres a chance I will wake up dead one day. With out the patch I'm sure I will put myself out of my misery pretty quick. Go luck to all and God bless. oboy
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