Years ago i took anything i could to try and get high. Once I took 100mg Zoloft and didnt get high so I went to bed. I awoke very wired and smoked marijuana a couple hours later. my friends and i saw large "trails" from the combonation so we went into the bathroom, shut the lights and lite cigerettes to spell our names with the illumination. Moments after the lights got shut off I felt very very strange. My body felt cold and I felt like i couldnt move or talk. I somehow opened the door to the outside light and the panic stopped never completely though. This was 9 years ago. Ive only smoked marijauna once since and that was maybe 3 years ago. It caused me to panic horribly and "set me back" what felt like 2 years of "coming down" from the drug.
Anyway, I am sedate but the way being straight felt before that happened has never come back and I get anxiety occaisionally now. Like lights seem too bright and I dont know which way to go to "open the door" and occasionally heart palputations.
Anyone know what might have happened to me scientifically?