Hello everybody,
I am new to this board and want to voice my concerns. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Here is the situation:
I have been taking
Percocet's constantly for a year and a half now. Typically, I take four 500mg's a day (2000 mg total of
Oxycodone)
My dear friend started with Percocet & Vicodin and moved on to
Oxycontin, recently taking up to 200mgs a day.
The both of us are very close and are the only ones who know about one another's troubles. My buddy, over the past few months, has got his hands on a few
Suboxone knowing that he needed to quit. A quick note about the both of us is that we both work full-time and have very high responsibilities and cannot afford to take time off or go to any clinics or rehabs.
Now, after reading a bunch of material and different opinions, he took his last Oxy two afternoons ago, woke up yesterday early and took Suboxone. He has been taking his Suboxone (I think about a quarter at a time through the day) and has been doing very well - with my support. I feel as if now, since we are both in this together, as being a hypocrite as I am still abusing and he is two days clean.
What do I do and say to keep on giving him a helping hand?
How do I get off these Percocets? Now that I see his motivation, I think I am ready. I need to quit as I feel my health is deteriorating. Am I in a tough situation, taking the amount that I have been for the past year and a half?
Please - any help is greatly appreciated.