hi dave and out long time no speak! i took a hihtist (spelling)
im starting detox with
methadone on monday i got to the point where i almost ODed so i ll be gone for a couple of day or weeks its a lobg road but its something i have to do. i just cant take being on pain meds anymore.i got to my lowest piont . they said that i have ti get off my klonpin and replace it with
valium or atiavan which makes no sence to me because i dont abuse my
klonopin or dexedrine (for ADHD) i though valium and
ativan were more addective but hey what do i know and they said ill be on methadose for the withdrawl and the pain that im suffering ....so on that note i ve read some of the stories on this message board Dave thats quite a story i cabnt believe that you were taking 3000mg of
morphine i thought you would be dead man! but i guess if your used to it id been on pain meds on and off for 16 yrs just the past 4 years its gotten bad im mean a bottle of 60 perks 10/650's would last me 3 days. i was doctor hopping or going to the ER for diludid i love diludid thats my drug of choice my doc said thats the number 1 drug sold on the streets here but it got expensive so i gave up and just got it from the Er through the IV 4 mgs of diludid. boy what a trip. but i relize i need to give all that up so i start monday im gonna get clean once and for all !
wish me luck!
luv n hugs,
Morticia[:I]