Thanks, Erin!
Here's what happened to get me here:
A year ago, my doc gave me
Celexa. I couldn't handle the side effects. At the ten month point the night sweats were unbearable, and the jaw clenching has given me severe TMJ dysfuntion and constant pain. Plus, I didn't feel much better emotionally.
I tapered down from a whole pill, to a half, to a quarter two weeks each taper period. Then I stopped completely and after three weeks the withdrawal got bad. Body tremors, spasms, muscle pain, crying, you name it. My doc kept saying everything is "anxiety" and giving me
Xanax (I take .5 mg twice per day)
So I decided to find a new doc.
She reviewed all my symptoms, listened to everything I had to say and prescribed me
Cymbalta. I couldn't take it for four days I was so scared. I was so nervous I spit the first one down the sink.
I saw her again and explained my fear and reluctance of this medicine. With her crafty doctor talk, she convinced me to take the medicine.
So I did. The first day was horrible nausea. From there it's been hyperness, no desire for food, sweating, weird head pains every now and again that really scare me. Oh, and I didn't like the liver damage it may cause. I used to drink heavily and while I don't anymore I don't want to take chances with my liver if I don't have to. I also don't want the withdrawal when it's time to go off.
I don't want to be back on this merry-go-round! I want off for good.
I have a feeling I may have to find a third doctor. I just want a doctor who doesn't try to shove antidepressants down my throat.