Do you think you might be developing an opiate addiction? I am a recovering opiate addict, and the red flags are there. You may not be using much now, but the signs are there that suggest that you could fall into the addiction trap. I did. I was a "recreational" user for years, slowly building up a tolerance. One day after about 7 years of recreational use, I suddenly realized that I was an addict. I was using every day, a little throughout the day. Addiction is cunning. I always thought that it could never happen to me, and I had it under control. Your best bet is to stop using opiates recreationally before you get burned. I am saying this for your own good, and I see a lot of my old self (early stages of developing an addiction) in your words. PLEASE - be careful. Don't sell your soul to these evil pills. I hope I am not offending you. I just don't want you to have to go through what I have gone through, Hell on earth. Heaven and hell are in the mind, and after a while you can't find heaven without the demonic pills. I am 6 months clean, and I am finally finding joy without pills, and it has been the struggle of my life to not pick up pills. Oxy is not something you want to be messing with. It is in the same family as heroin, and the addiction has a similar stronghold. It WILL burn you in the end.
Chrish
Clean Date: 10/11/05
--There is light at the end of the tunnel--
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