I'm a Nurse if that means anything. To answer your question, if you survived a herd of
Xanax ( the usual maintenance dose is 0.25mg. Some require up to 1mg for chronic anxiety that has become tolerant to the lower dose), plus narcotic pain pills and alcohol and this is a day later, then congratulations. If you're here to write this without medical intervention, you dodged a bullet. Even so, you have slid way down the scale of humanity past idiot and somwhere below f#@&ing moron to self inflicted mentally retarded. I'm not making fun of the mentally challenged. They did nothing to deserve their condition.
To be blunt, anyone who takes this lethal combination needs counselling. Unless you are a chronic drug user you should by all rights be dead. Chronic drug users tend to develop a tolerence to drugs, so if this is the case, you need Narcotics Anonymous before you finish the job one day. If you were trying to kill yourself and blew it, then you need a professional to help you sort things out before you finish the job one day.
The third option is you are full of ******************** and you didn't take any of this. You are in need of someone's attention if this is the case. I tend to believe this one over the others, because adding all of these drugs and alcohol together should have caused you to stop breathing and die if you are indeed a "lightweight". I think you researched the doses of these drugs and you are an EMO who is looking for undeserved sympathy. If I'm wrong, so what? Whether you are a drug user, suicidal, or a social whiner (EMO), you need help. Something tells me all of your decent friends abandoned you already or they will soon if you keep this up.